Monday, December 6, 2010

She's heeere! Finally!

Harper Grace Pike has FINALLY arrived and we truly could not be happier with this precious little girl! When I found out I was pregnant I was so scared. Could I really handle another one? I had sooo many thoughts running through my head. I truly believe they give you a full 9 months (ok like 10 mos;-)) to sort through all of these emotions because I can tell you that I AM IN LOOOOVE! I am smitten! To say that this little girl has stolen my heart is a COMPLETE understatement!!! She's sweet, cuddly, sassy at times, and 100% precious!!! I cant get enough of her.. Whether it's her 4th time up in the night or her complete meltdown in walmart lol I look at her and smile and no joke there have been several times where tears fill my eyes with just how much I love her (cheesy I know but oh so true!) It is different this time around... Ryder I think he got jipped, I was a first time mom and wanted everything to be a certain way. I was anal to be honest. I was still completely obsessed with my little man but I dont think I let myself fully enjoy that special time because I was so worried about everything. Then 16 mos later my little princess paisley came and she was tough and I had 2 babies to care for so keeping my head above water was my focus I think! Now with Harper, paisley is almost 3 1/2 and Ryder 4 almost 5 there was a gap and I know what to expect. I know the realities... that this time is oh so short which makes me want to cry (seriously) when I think about it! The bottom line is... I love my new family it makes me want to scream from the rooftop!!! I am thankful, so so thankful! If I could pause time I sooo would just for awhile. I love my life I couldnt ask for more:-)
So on a different note... Harper Grace came on November 29th 2010 at 6:27pm she weighed in at a whopping 7lbs 9oz 20inches a complete toe head and oh so perfect! Pictures are coming I promise I just need to upload those bad boys... Also another post on the details:-)